Raquel ‘Rachel’ Leviss opens up about the impact Scandovar still has on her as she attempts to recover through therapy.

In the latest episode of her podcast, Rachel went rogue; former Vanderpump Rules The 29-year-old star detailed that she’s still trying to come to terms with Tom Sandoval violating her boundaries.

Sandoval’s months-long romance with Levis was revealed last year Virtual PR while he was dating his girlfriend of nine years, Ariana Madix.

Levis sued Sandoval and Maddix earlier this year, accusing them of revenge porn following the Scandoval incident. Levis claims Sandoval recorded her during an intimate FaceTime call without consent.

In the podcast, she shared that she was having a hard time processing it all and thought she was in “survival mode.”

“It took me a while to process the situation where Tom was recording me without me knowing,” Levis admitted in the episode, adding that the situation was “very confusing.”

“It wasn’t until I got one-on-one trauma therapy at The Meadows that I really started to understand what he was doing and how he was violating personal boundaries,” she said, referring to the mental health facility where she stayed during those months. inside.

“I remember telling him on the phone after processing it, ‘I don’t think I can forgive you,’” Levis recalled. “And then, you know, a week later, he was trying to get me to hire his attorney and fire my attorney.”

“He made the mistake of saying, ‘The last thing we need you to do right now is go rogue,’” she said of their interaction, which seemed to inspire the title of her podcast.